![]() At least, it seemed that way! Before everything was put on hold due to COVID-19, when the dream of Cyberpunk 2077 was still a robotic twinkle in Keanu Reeve’s eye, it seemed like you might have wanted to sell your plasma for the chance to get a PS5. For those of us who love playing video games with controllers that have shapes on them instead of letters, it’s the biggest day of the year. “You need time to heal, I promise you I will not leave your side.Today is launch day for the PS5. ![]() You can run from the pain, no matter how much times passes, no matter where you go. He wrapped his arms around you and held you close, the pain and hurt caught up to you again. You fell to your knees, there was a new song playing. Tears streamed down your face as that song played over and over again in your head. You ripped it off and threw it in the ocean. You broke away from his arms and gripped into the last reminder of him, the necklace you wore, inscribed was something he always told you. ![]() The once precious memories you held were a burden, the pain you felt was horrid but the fear was crippling. “Oh yes it is, fear in general is crippling but how do you know it won’t be good? How do you know you won’t flourish? You never know until you try” “The fear of being hurt again is crippling” he chuckled Couples fight but they work it out because they love each other, right?” you nodded “I know even if I promise I’ll never hurt you that you won’t believe me, I know that for a fact. He let go of your hand to wipe your fallen tears Its a damn risk to love again but here I am trying to” his eyes were soft. “It fucking sucks, some days are worse than others but I made it out alive. He wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you closer to him You know what I realized? She wasn’t meant for me, people don’t do that to those they claim to love, no matter what state their relationship is in” Its been three years and I still wonder about her. Then one day she disappeared, I haven’t seen her since. “I got my heartbroken once, I was going to marry her. “The pain won’t magically disappear” you sighed ![]() You’d always keep me away and I respect that” you blinked away the tears on your eyes From the beginning I knew you were hurt by someone. Everyday that changes, even just a little bit. “When I saw you in this beach alone I couldn’t keep my eyes off of you, but you looked so broken. “Why are you here with me” he took your hand in his “Doesn’t meant that it didn’t feel like it, won’t make it hurt less. It’s scary to love someone isn’t it? Even if its just for a moment” “Sometimes with a grain of salt other times wholeheartedly. He landed closer to you and you rested your head on his shoulder. “I’ve known you for a month now and I know you can feel the connection between us” you sighed. I do like you but I have unresolved emotions so don’t expect commitment anytime soon” he gave a soft smile “I guess I was helping you forget” you shivered at the remembrance of his hands on your body This moved was planned but I run from something or rather someone who hurt me” he stared at you for a moment “Why? Something bothering you?” You sighed “Just thinking about the past” he sat down next to you “Penny for your thoughts” you looked at your lover for the time being, what would be come of you two who knew Yet he still haunted your mind every now and then. You were thousands of miles away with no intentions of going back. You played with the sand in your hands and stared out to the night sky. You sat next to the water and listened to the sound of the waves, he always wanted to go the beach. You stepped out onto the beach for a moment. ![]() Here you are in the arms of another but your thoughts were tormented by what ifs and what what could have been. That one song you heard, it was the song you both held closely. Originally posted by randomsuperjuniorgifs Some days are easier than other but hopefully ill come back to guys soon enough I’m happy that I was able to at least produce something. #Tumblr the playroom ps4 full#I definitely don’t feel like I’m ready to come back full time but I’m lingering around. ![]()
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